Thursday, 18 November 2010

• ruined friendship

  Friends are treasures. I'd do anything for my friend. That's how important they are to me. I really make an effort to show them that they are special. I'd like to believe that I am a good friend. But I still lose them and I don't know why.

  He was a great friend. That's how I look at him. I spent time and effort just to show him how I value our friendship. I thought he'd so the same because I was his friend. Then my heart got involved. I fell in love with him. Was it really my fault? I mean, if only I knew it would ruin the friendship, I'd rather not fall for him. He stopped talking to me. It has been over a year. One time, I asked him what happened. I told him that if his reason was my feelings, that was lame because our friendship was more important than what I feel for him. He explained himself but it didn't fix anything. Yes, we do talk once in a while but only because we need to. I tried so hard to patch things up and save the friendship. I swallowed my pride until nothing is left to me. All I wanted was to bring things back the way they were. Now, I have nothing else to do to save the friendship. It's ruined. All because of my stupid heart who fell in love with a friend.

  It makes me terribly sad. He was important to me. I value the friendship. It seemed like that the so-called friendship has a validity period. How sad was that. I never wanted to think that I wasted so much time for him because the one year that we've been talking almost everyday, sharing problems, going out for a dinner and movie was so much fun. I really missed those days.

  I guess when the person is not genuine, he won't really give a damn if someone is hurt.

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